Life is harsh, but you have to go trough it
Luckily I have people around me, taking care of me.
Plainly boring with a dash of laziness but despite all that, i rock! lmao!!! currently studying in KBU college, Hospitality and Tourism Management. I'm a sucker for junk food and currently crave Lollipops and Eclipse. I friggin want a PSP [slim and light, red colour]
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I FEEL
Tuesday, October 03, 2006, 3:56 AM
I feel like caging myself again
I dont wanna feel it
It just hurts too much
I need to be at peace right now
I need this feeling lifted
I cant take it anymore
Why do I keep it all inside?
I want somebody to know how I feel
But Im just too afraid to let anyone know
Nobody really knows how I feel
They don't know when Im sad
or when Im about to cry
This is because I always compose myself
showing no emotion
It happened alot of times and yet still nobody knows
I can't have the things I desire
It always goes to people who deserve it better
But don't I ever deserve it for once?
I want to feel what other poeple feel
To have someone beside them
Being able to tell everything to them
But that shall never happen
Because I just won't let anybody in
I guess Im just too stupid
There are people wanting to know
But Im afraid of exposing myself
I do tell things to people whom im close with
But not all!
I dont wanna feel it
It just hurts too much
I need to be at peace right now
I need this feeling lifted
I cant take it anymore
Why do I keep it all inside?
I want somebody to know how I feel
But Im just too afraid to let anyone know
Nobody really knows how I feel
They don't know when Im sad
or when Im about to cry
This is because I always compose myself
showing no emotion
It happened alot of times and yet still nobody knows
I can't have the things I desire
It always goes to people who deserve it better
But don't I ever deserve it for once?
I want to feel what other poeple feel
To have someone beside them
Being able to tell everything to them
But that shall never happen
Because I just won't let anybody in
I guess Im just too stupid
There are people wanting to know
But Im afraid of exposing myself
I do tell things to people whom im close with
But not all!
I've been feeling like crap this few weeks~ This is because I miss doing so many things
and many other stuff that's going on in my life right now. sigh*
fuck it!!
and many other stuff that's going on in my life right now. sigh*
fuck it!!
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