Life is harsh, but you have to go trough it
Luckily I have people around me, taking care of me.
Plainly boring with a dash of laziness but despite all that, i rock! lmao!!! currently studying in KBU college, Hospitality and Tourism Management. I'm a sucker for junk food and currently crave Lollipops and Eclipse. I friggin want a PSP [slim and light, red colour]
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FUCKING ART!
Wednesday, June 28, 2006, 9:40 PM
fuck! i screw up my art. its so fucking ugly!!! im gonna fail my arts!!! why am i soooo stupid! i dont know how to paint, colour anything properly!! why did i take up artS!!!! gosh.. untalented wo-men. i need to complain to everybody!!!
IN PAIN
Monday, June 26, 2006, 10:31 PM
have been doing my art work this few days,its for my spm, im making paperbag~ i also have to do my 'folio' and have to pass it all up this week!! gosh~ and so to destress myself, i went to play basketball. it has been soooo long since i played basketball properly, and by playing properly, i tend to scare people. lol becuz ill get really serious, and my face will be as if im angry~ lol thats what people tell me tons of times. but wateva!!! it felt so good to play properly ahaha tho im all hurt becuz of my muscle.. it stretch too much!! i need a massage right now!! and becuz of that i wanna skip school tomorrow and need my beauty sleep right now!! but its too early for amelyn to sleep!! oo well i feel tired and weak~ LOVING EVERY BIT
Friday, June 23, 2006, 9:24 PM
HAIR! LOL
Tuesday, June 20, 2006, 9:54 PM
i finally cut my hair! its horrible!! i cant face the world (juz kiddin)~ lol! i cant take it, my hair is gone. one year of growing it and now its gone, gone foreva and neva comin back. ahah shit! i didnt want to cut my hair but i have to! stupid head of mine!HEHE
Monday, June 19, 2006, 9:46 PM
I LOVE THIS SONG!*CRAP~
9:24 PM
I HATE THIS FEELING THAT IM FEELING~ GO AWAY!!INSULTERS!
Saturday, June 17, 2006, 10:02 PM
why is it that boys think girls can't play sports? girls are as good as boys if they wanna be!!! when i play basketball, im so sick of them saying 'omg, im losing to a girl' and when i steal the ball from them, one wud say 'omg you lost to a girl! and then tease their frens. argh! it is so freaking insultin tho it is quite embarassing for them, but they are totally saying as if i dont know how to play, or either im so bad at playing basketball!! boys thinks girls are total handicap! ugh~ i wanna be a boyDUMB
12:22 AM
gosh i flunk my grades really bad~ but i think it was same at last time? here are my results!! lolenglish - pass
moral - reject! (im gonna use reject instead of fail, it sounds so much fun! lol)
b. m - pass
history - reject
science - reject
arts - pass
accounts - pass
economy - reject
maths - reject
pjk?! - pass (don't count this as an exam but this stupid exam is the second highest! freak!)
have to really start studyin already, and try to remember every single crap into my dungu head~ lol
on the monday i played basketball with dame at 9 pm!! ahah it is the most happiest moment of my week~ lol tho we didnt play that long, but i really enjoy bein there with him~ haha, i tot that at nite you wont be able to see the hoop, but you can see it crystle clear without lights! on the tuesday, we got scoldin again from teacher. but it was only me, janice and chin yin. the otha two (cae me and sara) neva came to school~ it was english period and puan shaila was doing oral and she gave us work to do but we three were busy talking.. actually it was only chin yin talking and both of us were listenin to her story* lol and then puan shaila came up to us and ask us to get out of the class. tellin us that we could go anywhere we want, talk anywhere you want, sit anywhere you want, i dont care. so fine we went out of the class and sit down at the floor beside the class and puan shaila was tellin the class that if they wanna join US outside. then not long afta she came out the class and she came to us and said, what do you think this place is, it is not a place where you all can chat. each of you stand at a pole each. ahah and she went back in to the class! stupid women~ then janice ask, how do you feel bout this? i just laugh and said nothing. it is really stupid to want to punish us like that. we are already grown up and there for we are not ashame of being out of the class.. i think?lol
FOOTBALL
Monday, June 12, 2006, 12:35 AM
i dislike football. they make you go crazy and stress while spoiling and taking away your voice box! darn you football!! the only good thing about football are the players! thier cute!! poland's goal keeper is cute!!! *wink* and england suck so bad!SHEESH
Tuesday, June 06, 2006, 9:07 PM
fcuk rabbits, they arent meant to be in our family. seriously! peirce my belly yesterday but cae me didnt cuz she wasnt allowed to. now i can't play basketball becuz it hurts a little bit wheni lift my hands up. wont be playin for two months becuz my sis said so. can't eat lotsa stuff either. and i am gonna cut my hair. how i want it to be? i do not know cuz gonna just let them cut howeva they think suits me, best of luck to me and screw rabbits! i think chanel gonna die next becuz she aint eatin any food. ANOTHER DAY PASSED
Sunday, June 04, 2006, 10:27 PM
why does it alwiz happen to me!! alwiz me!! my rabbit is in the vet right now stayin overnite~ becuz estee is havin a freakin poo prob. and when the doc check estee,she said tat estee is havin dyrhea( howeva u spell it) becuz she's stressin out and she said that estee has ear mite prob too, and suddenly estee pee-shit out some fluid and she said that she also might have parasite in its tummy~ argh!!! darn rabbits~ hope she's okay!! after bein at the vet went to subang for some book fest. my mother bot 74 books! i only bot 1 and my sis bot 6. came back and bugged aaron to follow me play basketball, went there and only saw the people playin basketball, the footballers don't play at that park no more!!! how sad~ lol cuz i like to watch them play thier thing! ahha but around 7, they came and start playin football on the street! lol derrick said becuz they kena scolded by some man that lives near the park , and they were playin on the street to make him angry? lol i dunno~plus i think there is a freakin ------- up my ass. hmm wateva and guess wat im bout to do tomorrow. go peirce my belly!! finally!! but im not really excited bout it cuz erm im too lazy to take care of it plus how am i gonna sleep properly? haha but wateva la, been waitin quite long, just do it for fun, if i dun like it i can alwiz take it out. but the bonus thing bout peircing my belly is that cae me is gonna do it with me!! ahahah i neva tot tat she wud do it!!! nyahaha. when i called chin yin to ask if she wanna peirce with me on monday, she said she already did it. stupid girl, when i told cae me is gonna do it with me, she laugh and think im joking. and later when i called janice that cae me is gonna peirce too she laughed! it is unbelievable that she wud do it.TERENGGANU
Thursday, June 01, 2006, 11:51 PM
this is petronas, where all the gas and other stuff are done here. those lighting are actually fire, but becuz it is at night and the car is moving, we couldnt take a betta shot!
we were at awana hotel, it isnt the hotel we are stayin in!!! look at the game board, its huge! we were there to have a look becuz my mum wanna show us around becuz she stayed there before. it is snake and ladder board game
look! it is me and my brother playin chess!
we stayed in permai inn! this was how dirty the chair and ceiling is, the room even stink! the next day we change room becuz there was a spirit in the room and the beds were so much betta, the room doenst stink too! phew*
we have to wear this coats to go into the mosque, but in the end we neva went in also~
don't we just look like jedi's!!! we just need the light saber!!
where the vows and everything else were made, in the mosque
after the mosque, went to eat at the uncle william's wife house. the food sucks!
the bunga telur
in the golf club where they were bless by family and frens 
there's my father blessing them!
MY CURRENT RABBITS
11:37 PM
HOPE THEY DON'T DIE EH?! CUZ THEY WILL BE THE LAST ONE AND IF THEY DIE, MUMMY WONT LET US BUY ANY MORE RABBITS , THE BROWN RABBIT IS CHANEL AND THE GREY RABBIT IS ESTEE WHICH IS MINE! BUT I LIKE CHANEL BETTA CUZ IT IS CUTER, BUT IM GONNA ESTEE CUTER!!!!
STORYTIME 2
12:34 AM
joel and josiah came back after school. josiah went and told aunty jane (thier mother) this.josiah : mummy! my teacher said that on monday our school is having spotcheck. my teacher said that they are going to check our *ahem*
aunty jane : where got such thing one. silly la u
josiah : really!!
joel : don't be stupid la. what did your teacher said to you?
josiah : she said "hari isnin ada spotcheck, spotcheck sampai kuku"
the reason he told aunty jane this was becuz he wanted to wear his new underwear to school so that he could showoff when they take his pants off!! lmao
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