Life is harsh, but you have to go trough it
Luckily I have people around me, taking care of me.
Plainly boring with a dash of laziness but despite all that, i rock! lmao!!! currently studying in KBU college, Hospitality and Tourism Management. I'm a sucker for junk food and currently crave Lollipops and Eclipse. I friggin want a PSP [slim and light, red colour]
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TAKE 5! ACTION!
Wednesday, November 23, 2005, 8:12 PM
you want drama?! come on down to taman petaling, where every sunday, dogs get trained by thier ownerS! well you wanna know what happened last sunday? remember that stupid lady,that likes to make noise, well she will be now called pussy hair lady. =P wanna know what happenEd? well when jie jie and aunty jane went into the circle where they have to train them and the pussy hair lady was right at the end there. then the trainer ask her to go where jie jie was standin, and you know what she said, i dont want to stand next to the doberman, eheh then i said loudly so childish! dunno if she can hear la. then train for awhile suddenly aunty jane drop cuz trip on cayerne's leg and so miss noty cayerne drag aunty jane, wanna attack another dog and so jie jie went and help la, she went and let go of canzo cuz she knows that he wont bite other dogs and just tried to get cayerne la, but then canzo went and bite another dog! so wah cayerne kena whackin, canzo also kena and they were all one side edi la, then the blardy pussy hair women went and said put a muzzle on your dog la, or then take them out from this classes, everytime also bite other dogs, also dunno how to control your own dog! whahaha den aunty jane went and shout back thats why we are here for! to train them! then i just stare at her only la, to see what else would she say next, cuz i din realize she was talking, eheh then she called either jie or aunty jane an idiot, wah i suddenly burst and shout back your the one who is the idiot la! then fight fight all, i forgotten what she said and i aslo forgotten i said cuz it happened so fast. then i think her daughter or niece or wateva shit la, was at another end shouting there,sayin this dogs must go for special training and all but i was just starin at the pussy hair women to see what else she would say la, eheh then jie suddenly point up saying amelyn go and shut the girl up, eheh then i turn and shout,asking her to shut up, then she shouting back la dunno what the hell she was saying la and i kept asking her to shut up la, then she said you see la! you cant control your dog! so i shout back sayin you come and try and control her la! you come! then she cannot saying rolled her eyes and finally shut up.. ahah can feel my pulse my veins popping out when shouting at them, everybody was looking at us, the whole field! ahahha cool huh!
this is last last week, where jacky followed us. look at those puppies!! its for sale
look how far aunty jane has to stand away from other dogs!
this is the blardy pussy hair women!
WHAT HAPPENED AT WORK!
12:21 AM
work and no play! that's what people say! but at sisley, you could mostly do what eva you want? not exacly what you wanna do, but you still can do it! ahha.. janice and wei hui also working there, so it aint that boring but still boring!! lol, look what i did when i was bored!
i also clean thier drawer but then it came back to normal, so no use cleaning it. and then this guy name juan? from caractere, next to sisley. . his a malay, freakin tall!! like to come over and disturb.. ehhe not only that his my man! his caracther aslo so cute! aish
STORY 1
once there were a guy? two guys? peepin thru this exit door, both janice and wei hui were wearin skirt and stickin out thier butt and so they got a nice view! evelyn saw those peekers then quickly tell them la ahah but i wasnt working on that day and din noe bout it.. and when janice told me bout it, i din really care.. ahah but then i was leaning on the counter then i suddenly turn my head there and saw two guys peekin there. whaha then told sharifah, then suddenly that juan came also la, then sha told juan then he was like wah, so macho only haha took out his ciggarette box then went to smoke to find out who are they la.. eheh so manly aish! lol..
STORY 2
janice bought this HELLO KITTY sweet! of all sweets, she bought that stupid cat sweet. so okla nvm then he came over, and then janice ask him if he wants a sweet, then gave him the dungu hello kitty sweet, she said she din realize she gave him that sweet la, so later on he came again and ask for a sweet , so janice gave him another type of sweet,fruitplus cuz she said for guy ma, haha but then he said no i wan the hello kitty sweet! ahahah aish so cute~ then the next day janice told me the story cuz i wanst workin on that day aslo, ahah then after that he came over and i takin a sweet, and so offer him one and he smile smile and said yeay hello kitty.. lol so darn cute la
STORY 3
we alwiz have to count how much money is in the cashier every morning, afternoon, evening and at night time.. so we were counting counting and he came over.. then sharifah hand me the calculator cuz have to count the coins. so you know how people hold a calculator la rite have to hold both side of it like playin game boy or ps rite.. so i was holding it like that, and he said eh amelyn nice game ar. aish
22 november 2005/ tuesday
i was on a morning shift so its was only me and sharifah and around like 11 somethin this guy came in
and ask if he could see the jacket that is on display, so i showed him, and then he asked how old am i, so i told him and he said oo so you work here on your holiday la, good good same like my sister, she also workin part time, and i just oo and nod nod my head. and then he asked is there any short skirt that i can get for my girlfriend? and so i showed him the skirt but he said nah, the colour is hideous. so whateva la, then he asked me what school am i from, and so i told him la, and he said owh my sister also from that school, and i asked what is her name, he said sara somethin and then he went to the men section la and took this brown colour pants and went and tried it on, when he went to the changing room rite he neva really close the curtain you know, but nvm la cuz i wansnt standing close to the dressin room and i looked away when he change la.. so after that he tried it but then the pants was to tight and asked for a bigger size, and he tried unbuckling the button but then cannot, so he asked me to help him unbuckle it, but i also failed then while trying to unbuckle it, i touching his fats all, aish so geli. so i called sharifah cuz cannot unbuckle la, so he try and try then finally open, and i gave him the bigger size but then also cannot, wanna unbuckle also cannot se he asked me again, so i did it la! hhaa my hand so friggin pain tryin to unbuckle it! stupid man dunno how to do it! then he asked me to hand him a few pants while he standin at the dressin room choosin la, so i gave him a blue pants and a white colour that he requested. then he told me, dun mind me la k, im not use to having the curtains close, telling me dont be shy, den i smile my fake smile and mm mm and he wasnt wearing his pants on while sayin that.. and i tot he wants to try the pants but he kept on talking and talking, saying that he just came back from australia and that people there walk around naked while changing witout the curtains and all, so i oo oo, he kept on telling me dun be shy and all la k, then he ask you know have you ever seen anyone naked before ar, then i so stupid i told him la, eheh then he like shocked abit la, then he said aiya dun be shy la, its normal one la, you one also i can show you... and then poof! it happen so fast okay! i din realize, blardy hell his sdjkfjka was out, then i looked away and then he was like dun be shy la.. farker!gosh then he kept on askin me question all then i awnser only.. aish, i damn angry with myself!!! i neva do anything!!!!! i neva call sharifah, i neva shout or scream, i just stand there, stoned.. i awnser his stupid question only while his fuckin ahdajdja was out, all the way!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaa!! how stupid can i get!!! he din even buy nething and then when he went away, i only realize! he is a flasher!!! lol!
TORN BETWEEN AND HEART BROKEN OF A CHINESE HEART! LOL
Sunday, November 06, 2005, 5:00 PM
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why do i feel what i felt,
confusion and frustrasion,
because you couldn't tell,
how much i want you.
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i knew your the one,
but i not for you,
your heart belongs to someone,
so i kept it to myself,
hoping that one day,
you'd be mine?
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are you blind?
how could you not see?
that i want you,
where as everyone else knew!
by the way i look at you,
and how much joy,
when your near me,
are you daft?
i gave you endless clue,
that i want you.
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i thought we were meant to be,
my heart aches,
i feel that your leaving me,
but i keep coming back,
dont leave me!
for i would only live the day
half dead as i am today~
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this peachy colour is for timothy~
lol tho i know you wouldnt read this. ahha
i know all this words are very simple.. but haha lazy to thinkthink bout what to write la, just write what came into my mind. the other so called poem is for certain someone's. lol
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